Koo, I have checked in on this site fairly much from the beginning. For no other reason but that I graduated HS with Chris and thats what drew me to the site, but also your complete honesty with your words, showing your emotions, the highs and the lows. I am so sad for Chris' lack of recovery and also for Gabriel not being able to know him, but so happy that you have reached the place you are at right now. I couldnt even imagine ever being in your position and handling it how you have done so. You shold be proud of yourself and your growth. Also how you do the best you can to make Chris a part of Gabriels life. I especially love that he speaks of Chris to his friends, and that he wanted to hear his voice. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of Chris' recovery journal. Good luck with your future. Kristine Abrams