I am hesitant about writing how overwhelmed and touched I feel about everything that led to the Cocktails for Hope event yesterday night at O’Luneys in midtown NYC. I am hesitant about writing about my feelings and gratitude because I will be incapable of ever expressing them accurately.

I only wish Chris knew how many people do love and care about him, and how much love is surrounding us in this most difficult journey. I only wish he knew, and I know he would be crying like a baby, because Chris has a sweet heart that melts so easily… I just wish he knew… The word “thank you” is insufficient for us to acknowledge all and everyone. I can only say that I spent one of those days in the office when I held my tears all day long, feeling this knot in my throat, I wish we could have been there…

I know soon all the pictures and details of the event will go up on the www.hopeforchris.com site and I can’t wait to see the pictures!

Last but not least, Happy 33rd Birthday to Chris! Sweetheart, I miss you more than anything in this world, you are in my mind every waking second of my day, I will fight and take care of you until the day you come home and we can be a family again. I love you more than anything in the world, and I will love you forever… Happy birthday, Chris…